Merry Christmas 2011!

I wish a beautiful holiday for everyone, a better life, a better heart, maturity, and I wish we can be a wonderful person for everyone :)

Farewell Party is not really farewell, well..

Happy Birthday Yoanaaa :)

Happy Birthday

Friends love you.

Me? don't ask :)

Happy Birthday Paulus Noven Lando, may all your dreams come true..

Enjoy my lazy days

There was a potluck party, theme: Halloween.

I watched Yogyakarta Festival at Malioboro.

Green tea without sugar and stroopwafel when gentle rain was coming down.

Since There's No Painting, Drawing, or Taking Pictures

I think I experienced crisis of confident easily now. It's easy to provoke my bad mood. What a bad feeling! I was frustated and disapointed with myself. Why can I just like people who busy with their skill and sometimes can produce money from it. Why do they can easily get a good job? Why can't I have some skills which very useful? or at least I can use it for me and my people's better life?
Painting might be a mediator to make me become a sensitive person, but it could heal me from bad feelings or situation. I miss my imagination fulfills my head and entertains me. But thanks God to make music let my feelings out, without afraid hurting people or make people bored with my story (although prayer is the most potent drug). By the way, I love:

• Long Gone and Moved On - The Script


• Not Myself - John Mayer


• Valerie - Bruno Mars/Amy Winehouse

• I Was Here - Beyonce

Sometimes people cannot accept the love I mean, or maybe they even do not appreciate it. Or the worst is..my way to give this love is wrong. I just wanna be right sometime(and I wanna be loved as always). I think I'll start painting something now :]

Field Trip Translation of English Letters '08

We, from Translation class, went to Jakarta. We went to PT Gramedia, Blok M, , Trans TV(to watch Mata), Metro TV(to watch Kick Andy), and Dufan. Then we went to Bandung, to UPI (to visit about their English Faculty) and Jl. Riau to shopping.

I sat with my boyfriend from the first day until back to Jogja.

We had a long queue for a ride at Dufan.

Denni and I queued Tornado

We watched Dolphin and sea lion.

We were at Trans TV / Trans7.

We went to Kick Andy Metro TV. This is me with the Fake Andy :P

The best song of encouragement ever. (2)

Pixie Lott - Turn It Up

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
it ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So they'll be cheating, be decieving, but not me and my boy.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

It is very difficult but I have to keep trying because it is my commitment.

Moreover, we have our own future. (God, please turn down my intention)

The best song of encouragement ever. (1)

DARE YOU TO MOVE

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here

Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

*I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift
Yourself up off by the floor

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here

Between who you are
And who you could be
Between how it is
And how it should be yeah

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift
Yourself up off by the floor*

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here*

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

I was dare to move and build my own future

wake up from the fallout and give the best

something must be sacrificed to future life

One day, time have to make me forget the lover and try to move on

Musics of the month of April - Ruin My Mind

Again & Again - The Bird and the Bee [enjoy the beat and I love the lyrics]

Happiness - Alexis Jordan [the falling in love's beat]

If You Ever Come Back - The Script [The truth is I'm a liar when I say that I'm okay]

Me, Myself, & I - Wisnu [ Indonesian people! you should be proud with this man!]

Turn It Up - Pixie Lott [One day I have to say it, even though I'll lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine ]

These Streets - Paolo Nutini [Try to listen this song, so calm and untidy life is good]

Talk You Down - The Script [You have to put aside your ego, and you need to see yourself before judging your love]

Ego - Beyonce [it's an ego that amazed me, and it was a wonderful ego. It makes someone looks charismatic]

Hold Me In Your Arms - Pixie Lott [Man should have the initiative to hold their girl]

American Boy - Kenye West ft Estelle [you should listen it ahen you're driving.]

Slow - Rumer [yea..women. sometime they just too tacky to show that they love their man, but they really do.]

Cold War -Janelle Monae [What a unique song! Janelle cry in the video clip. monologue? Idon't know. I just love it]

King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles [Who made you king of anything? So you dare tell me who to be?]

Silly Love Songs - Glee [awesome acapella! nice song.]

A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett

Frances wrote the best children's book. A Little Princess is a wonderful book to teach people about moral lessons. When I have children, I will persuade them to read this book :)

This book told about Sara Crewe, a rich girl living in Miss Minchin's Seminary, because her father would do some business in India. When her father died without left her money, she became a servant in Miss Minchin's Seminary. Her adventure and imagination that she made made her keep positive thinking and could struggle in her hard life. I read the Indonesian version and looking for the English version (I think I found it at Ak.sa.ra bookstore Jakarta.yess!). The picture above is children's book story version (it has pictures) and I have it.

The picture above is the Indonesian version (from Gramedia-Indonesia)

By the way, now I'm reading Frances Hodgson's Secret Garden, and it's beautiful too.

P.s: the movies are awesome, but trust me, read the original book is the most awesome, because it makes your imagination wild! XOXO

Goods in My Nokia

Kiwikiwikiwi..open your fork mouth. Aaaa..

Hey lemon..your bulge looks like breast.

Es lilin (lolly) home made 'Njonja Besar'. Slurrp!

Twilight while waiting the green of traffic light

Shellfish stew is fishy, but I like it. Eaten with chili sauce mixed with lime juice.

From German, Mbak Putu.. she was my private teacher of Deutsch

Serve Salmon Lays in a handfuls of bread with cheese

I like this pattern. I wish it was my size. Hehe..

Museum in My Bedroom

In a glass case in my room. the first is the left.

the second is the right.

It's a frame with love of my friends :*

Bali Safari and Marine Park

Have you ever come to the zoo? Sounds like children, but it's one of the best entertainment for me. You can also enjoy another entertainment like watching Elephant's show, Tiger's show, elephant ride, take a picture with some animals like orang utan and tiger, and they also have a big playground (sometime they have House of Ghost and Jet Coaster too!). I've been to Cisarua's Safari, it's a big zoo. Last holiday I went to Bali safari. Bali Safari isn't too big, but I still love it.

What happened with me at the zoo? I pay the ticket around @Rp. 100.000 I think. I bought 2 for me and my sister. They put a green paper ticket on our wrist. After that we have to wait the minibus (around 5 minutes) which took us to the central of the zoo.

We arrived at lobby Barong. We walked straight and there were some shops, food stalls, a temple, a big elephant statue, etc. I immediately bought a ticket for a photo with a white tiger! :)

But I have to wait around an hour, because the tiger had to take a rest and had a meal. So sad.. So, me and my sister just walked from that animal to that animal happily. We bought a slushy and sat around a pond. Almost an hour we enjoyed the zoo. We went back to Rhantambore (the place of White tiger and take a photo with it) and found that people already queued (all of them are foreigners, only me and my sister are Indonesian).

While I was waiting to see the snake in the aquarium next to me. Suddenly people in front of me closed their nose. What happened? uh-ohh..the tiger had just fart when somone wanted to take a photo with him. Haha! An old woman in front of me said to her daughter holding her baby, " It seems you do not have to touch the tiger, because he is very smelly and dangerous. "

No way ma'am! I just so excited! woohhooo! That was I said in my mind to the old woman in front of me. Then it was my turn.. I told my sister to take the picture. She took it under the stage.Click!

The tiger handler told her to take a picture in front of the tiger. Click! Click! "yeah.. it's done"

I came down from the stage and looked at the picture. Arghh!! The pictures are blurrrr! Very good my Rp. 50.000 is gone... sigh..

Well, This triggered me to be able to come to any other safari (Singapore maybe :) ) But Cisarua is okay, I love Cisarua Safari :) they have a house of ghost. heheh...

After that we got a park tour with a Safari minibus(I don't know how to call the transportation). We entered that green jungle, we saw those animals (crocodile, deer, zebra, lion, leopard, hippopotamus, kind of birds, orang utan, etc), perfect with the effect of feeling tense, etc. You can also eat at Tsavo Restaurant. You can see lions at close range while you eat your dinner maybe. Pretend you were in Africa. Well, we didn't go to the restaurant even we really want it. First, I didn't know the price, I still have so many days in Bali, I couldn't spend all of my money. Second, We had another plan to have a lunch, we didn't want to disappoint our cousin who had set the schedule. Third.. We looked like a lost children (We are small, baby face, Indonesian children go to the zoo alone, what do you think?) After the tour..we walked to the marine park. we saw piranha, shark, etc. And we bought a Safari shirt.

By the way, when we were on the minibus of safari journey..we sat next to a US couple in the rear seat. Their faces are Asian. In the middle of the trip, a young woman which is the guide of the tour asked me and my sister if we are Indonesian or not because she had explained everything in English and she was sorry for that. We looked each other, and ready to answer that it is okay and we will understand everything, but the US-woman-but-Asian-face answer that they (which mean she and her boyfriends )came from US, but the guide thought me and my sister too.. Well, at least I don't have to explain things to the guide :p

For Your Information: http://www.balisafarimarinepark.com/interactive.php

Bali for Holiday? Why Not.

Garuda Wisnu Kencana. It's cool to take a picture with this barong pig(his nose like pig) than with the statues..

To the beach of course. I came to many beaches! :)
But the best is.. I went to Bali Safari and Marine..the most exciting stuff when I'm in Bali.

Happy Blessed Year 2011

Me, my boyfriend and his friends went to Kaliurang. 1st: Telaga Putri (you can also see monkeys),

2nd: Japan Cave
(badbbadbad road)

3rd: Tugu's Firework (Yogyakarta)