'Take a risk' is something that always come to my mind since a friend ask me to think about it.In the city where I live, most of people love being just they are. They don't even try to get something better with working harder. Their willingness to be better has to be the fastest one, automatic, instant, but easy. they think it's enough to be just like that, God give them this and we just have to be grateful. Take a risk for them is take a risk as a native, as what they are, be grateful and not really interested to be better or richer or to be liked and so on by trying harder or to compete.
Sadly, I will become one of them maybe. I don't want to give up on something which is not really difficult than what my parents had done to live. I want to have a willingness to compete. I don't wanna be the weakest one. I wanna have a strong will to be better. I'm not Mr Teguh who talk lots of powerful words. I just wanna have a strong heart to be tough and good enough brain to survive.
Take a risk for me was when I chose to stay in dormitory and lived in different city from my family, I have to take care myself for the first time, everyday..
Take a risk was a day when I open my heart to someone who wants to be my partner. I take a risk to divide my mind. I have to think about me myself to survive in my difficulties, especially study, and to put my heart as someone who I have to understand. I have to understand my life and someone's life, LEARN to live as one from two different figures, try to put others feeling before mine, and try to put happy face when tears try to come out. I was taking this risk.
I don't think it was easy, but it is. It will be more difficult when I take RISKS.
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tetap semangat, sebelum lu keluar jogja, belajar dulu keluar rumah dan beraktifitas di kampus.. supaya ga shock, abis itu baru ke dunia nyata hahhaha
Yeea I have Dad who told me to prepare. I only need 'well-prepared mental'
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