24

I feel too old.
I read requirement for some jobs, and they said the minimum age for applicant is 24.
I saw my friend's husband, and his birthday today is 25. They are happy, young, and have a child.
I'm 23 and done nothing. This years, I'll be 24.
Can you imagine that?!
I plan things and ruined things. If you say I have to go hiking or travelling or get a job which suits my passion... It's easy to say.
The first child of a retirement 65 year's old dad. 65 which is old enough to see her daughter success, married, and hold a grandchild. I waste my days with thinking about my future while my skills are not as good as people and not enough to survive in this world. Thinking about how if I just married an-already-success man? hahaha well, it's not easy too. Nothing is easy and I just can't take everything simple.

If you still can enjoy your life like go overseas just for fun or exchange study and it's okay if you still study even when your age is 25 maybe, you're lucky. If you can enjoy the romantic world; your love take you to romantic places and guide you anywhere you go maybe, you're incredibly lucky. If you can find a job which really into your passion, you're lucky. If you're brave enough to take any job you've found, you're awesome.
I'm not like you, and I don't know if I can be like you. I envy. Really..

I just have to be brave to live my lucky life..
I have best friends, family, and a lover in my limited situation.
24, please be kind.