Sunday, October 20, 2013

Pray

I'm in PMS for your info. Usually when I'm in PMS, I feel sensitive.

When I was a kid, I usually pray basic prayers (I'm Catholic, so one of them is Our Father). I don't know what kind of prayer that I should pray to God. I don't know about His favorite pray.
Now I have a lot of things to pray, usually I ask so many things.
Whatever your religion is, I'm sure you ask so many things. I think, if we don't ask, God already gave the best to you. It's just, me myself love to say it in detail, including the names. Say my pray in detail also remind me how God already gave it to me and it's like a big check for me. I rarely pray for myself. Someone says,
Let people pray for you, and you pray for another too, because when you pray for them, you'll get heaven
Yes, when I pray for them, I feel my own peace. I'm not worry about my own problems.

I have a prayer that almost never stop. Prayer for my beloved ones. Sounds naive, but yes I always do that. Sometimes the prayers brings tears, because I feel soooo thankful that I have a chance to feel love like this. Everything is not perfect, but it seems lovely for me. I cry, because it's a beautiful gift to me. I pray it everyday, only missed 3 or 4 times, and it's been almost 4 years. If the end we won't be together, that's okay even it's hurtful. That's okay, because the prayer won't let us down.

I always ask God that my parents and family get better health and peace than me.. I hope my parents healthier than me. I just want them to be happier than me too. Simple prayer.