Sunday, November 24, 2013

Got A New One, Forget the Old Life's People

Still discuss why people come and go.
When I was in the elementary school and then in the junior high. I/ we still said hello to the old friends using phone or text, because we were in different schools. After that, one by one got new friends, different life style, or just met their new soul mate, then we rarely contacted each other. In senior high we were getting more rarely thinking about each other, we also had new friends and life.
I started thinking why this is happen? I still miss them. but my prestige say no, because I was too afraid that they won't reply my hello anymore. Well, some of them did.

In college, I started to prepare myself that it would happen again. Face it, some of them did and I became more hard and cool with that. The best part is, when I care too much, I remember that I have people who still need and love me. So, I don't really bother about that anymore. I also don't consider them as my enemy. Maybe we just don't click so much. That's all.

Then, people change, because we understand the situation. We don't mad at each other because there's nothing we can do about change to be more mature.

I was rude and say it straight to the point. Now, I know it's better to be softer. There's no use for me to slap someone with their past. lame.

Because.. People change, baby..

People who knew you better will accept you whoever you are. I do that. I hate no one, but trust just some of them. That's it! So, please..enjoy Christmas, your life, don't bother enemies. There's no enemies.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

People Come and Go, Dear..

How are you people who went out of my life? You're just in different role of my life now. You were close to me and my best friends too, but you choose to disappear from me. I can understand. There must be some reason that can make you do something like that.
Our past problems, my freak and weird character or attitude, afraid that you'll bother my relationship, i'm not as rich as you, you have your own world, don't like my attitude, and many more.
People like you, and some dislike you. I totally understand. I won't try hard to make them love me. it's their right. We're just pathetic human, anyway..

Then they who love me always here to support me. So, why should I bothered people who get out of my life. Sad at first, but yes.. people come and go. Maybe I come and go too in somebody else's life. Maybe we'll meet one day and become friend again.

Glad you leave me usually when I know I have my best people. I won't feel lonely. People may hate me. They may like me after they understand me. Everybody's changing. You'll be surprised.
I experienced it, so maybe it is my reason being so insecure. I always put up a shield between me and people. It is hard to be so close with someone for me. I rarely trust someone, that's why people think that I'm rude, cynical, and ignorant. But when I care, I care too much, sometime being so over protective.

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live (Grenade - Bruno Mars)